[ Anniversary and work]

We spent a bomb on ok food. This made me realise that we dun need expensive stuff to make us happy. View was ok. (i mean not bad) But food was ok. We ended up eves dropping on the 'couple' next to us. We always like that. That time when we went redang, we kept looking at this couple. I think pi has gotten my virus. Ha. He's like FD - he listens to conversations next door. Ha.

When i wrote in 'our bk' about the dinner yesterday, i felt that i didn't enjoy myself as much as i thought i would. And i was a bit down. Little did u noe that pi had the same feeling as me. The next time we celebrate our anniversary, we'll go somewhere cheaper. : ) I'm sure we'll have more fun and lovin'.

Wat's coming up is pi's birthday. Will meet him on friday for dinner. On saturday also got programme. But shall not mention here - even though the pi like will not really come. And sunday also got programme. Is his favourite activity. And, the next week is his project deadline. So in between all the programmes, he will still have time to complete his work.

I think things r going very well for him. Recently, i just realised (during the past few mths), that i ain't that smart as i thought i was. I mean i dun think that i'm brilliantly smart but as least had some little bit of IQ or EQ there. But, i realised that my mind is onli filled with stuff that prob any low pri sch kid noes. A lot of other things, i dunno. This makes me wonder how can i sucessfully excel in work. Work is a dread now - the other side. I lOve DM. I'm not sure if i love it because i love it or i love it because i dun like the other.

Somehow, i feel that i'm not doing much. Like because artwork etc has all been approved, all i do is to check against the approved. Is that an achievement? Is that something very valuable? Anyone can do something like that rite? I guess in a tiny way wat i learn to do is to manage. Talking about manage rite, for the US Lane eDM, we're out of schedule. And when i told serene, she was like "Why are we late?". I didn't expect that from her. Immediately in my mind, i thought to myself, when she gave me the project, it was already off schedule. It's not my fault! Just like the P&R 1 eDM. It was off schedule too. Why dun u look at the reminder eDM that i am soley taking? It's looking gd. Yeah. But in the back of my mind, i think, if i'm that spectacular, i can turn around things too if they were off schedule.

Next wk she won't be around. So will she. And so will sheena! O my gosh.

Due to the economic environment, guess i will stick around a while more. Seems like i need to learn more first. Walk one step c one step.