[ My third sunday without poopie ]

Sunday morning. Have a lil problem with my tooth. Had breakfast. Going for dim sum lunch. Mother cannot stand father. Father cannot stand daughter. Daughter forced to pass msg to father.

And most importantly...poopie's away.

Kinda sad. Of the paper. It shows that i'm useless. All these yrs of studying. Never got a gd grade. Meaning like always got average. B...or worst...can get C or D. I dunno issit i have a problem with my studying method or i am plain STUPID. Wat makes me upset is that, my study life will be over. Soon. After this exam...and wat have i achieved out of all these yrs? Nothing but average grades.

I also always look at other ppl's lives. What gd lives they have. Sweet boyfren, ok family, gd frens and gd grades. Wat more can they ask for? But i noe...deep down...i should not think that wat. I have to cherish wat i have.

Coming up is my exams. Last exam. I've got 3wks to study. But i dunno if it is effective if i start now. I have studied in advance in the past yrs. Didn't work. I tried studying the last min. Didn't work either. I guess i really have to conclude that i'm dumb, slow, stupid.

15 days since poopie left
74 days till poopie come back