[ The really bIg lAzy bEar]

O well. Pei has bEen rEally lazy for the past few wks. ReAlly rEally lAzy.

Today, he was sUpposed to go for some stuff. I advised him not to go. Cos it will be hot and everything and sInce he cLaims to be sick. AnYways...his mUm also told him not to go. Anything that both of us might agree on to might only be the safety and best interest of our little boy. I also dunno why i dislike her so much.

I believe part of the reason would be the way she behave? I dun like it and it also shows that she doesn't like me at all. Pei would think otherwise. Now, i think, since XjX is not her daughter-in-law for the moment, i think i should just take this chance to be nice to her. And when i say nice i really mean nice. For the past few yrs....it has been on and off. Now i try to be rEally nice to her. But she is not helping. U noe...like she will make comments like

"you better not go out ar...."

Towards pei la....but u think....how will i feel? How will i feel that i, as his girlfren, is at his place. Den she makes this kind of comments. Does she not like me?

It really makes it difficult for me to like her. She does not appear to like me already. How to like her? Sigh.....

But i gUess i have to try. Like i said...now is my cHance...i am tRying.....

Hai...tHat aside....

I guess pei will not be going for that thing after all.

I think i have been mEan. Pei is after all supposed to be down with the weather. I still want to complain here....cOmplain there.....*feel bad*

Sigh...this reminds me of the times when i'm sick and pei still insists that we go out. I was thinking...wat kind of boyfren is that?! But look at me now? Actually...part of the reason why i dun want him to stay at home is still tHat reason. Sigh. MeAn me.

Ok la...i told myself to tReat him nice. That silly boy......

I want to go ikea to get my curtains. Lot of stuff to do. When my curtains r done...i want to put up my photos...the one pei made for me. He's so sWeet. O well....

Tonight plan to watch ms singapore. I dun expect much...but still want to look at beautys. Hee....o well.

Wonder if pei iS booking in tonite......