[ where is the way? ] (i think i have the ans....lay...)

I am lost, confused and upset.

Do u love me, or do u not. You mean the world to me. U noe that. I can treat u like my prince...but...u must make me feel that u appreciate me.

That aside....wanted to go long john for lunch...bring XmX there. BuT......she got tuition. Stupid tuition. C how...i also want to buy my slippers.....o ya...getting pay on sunday. Though getting pay...still getting money from daddy. I can say pay not enough...or enough. Not enough cos i am saving.....

Things i need to do+buy......
::buy slippers
::get the stamp
::get my bk
::might want to watch movie
::walk walk

If things turn out gd...i get to do these today...if not....den comes tomorrow. Tomorrow's plan also more or less out le. Lunch at mos burger......den off we go to buy daniel's birthday presentt....maybe shop at ngee ann city.....+hereen...pei say want to get something at the newUrbanmale....my fav shop...at the current moment...i'm even a member...cos we went to buy the havainas slippers maz.....that should be tomorrow....have our dinner before returning home...den it's the wkends..over...comes a new wk at work....

Talking about work....sigh...you make me sigh. That is my weakness noe. I didn't even want to get too close emotionally to u. But i have learnt to let loose a bit. Not to be too emotionally attached to you. Seriously...luckily i got alex...really...

Things would be different if alex weren't around. Talking about alex reminds me of that bitch man. She makes me sick to the core. Actually...i dun like her behaviour. Seriously...a 23yr old behaving like a small kid? *pUke!!*

Yesterday...got a stupid customer....he want to behave like that...cxl cd lor...son of a bitch! (sorry huh...full of beautiful language today...)

O ya......n that day...got the cardmember...wah....scared me to the core man...he was like "i tell u huh...u better pass the paper to XaX....oR eLse hUh....i wIll complain about u hah!" N he went on noe...keep on repeating the same thing over n over again....freaked me out big time. Really...bUt....i kept the paper....*gUlp* N luckily i told alex...cos the next day...the man called....wahh....singaporeans huh....n hor...i tell u ha...doesn't mean ang moh hor...means they r polite leh...wahh...some ang mos hor...very fIerce ar...they dEmand for a waiver...n dun use the word waiver hor...u better make it sound like we owe them like that. "sir...i'll reverse these fees for u immediately?" N they'll be like. Yes. Whoa...seriously speaking......i a bit scared of ang moh cardmembers.

Like yesterday...so funny...angeline kena this gold charter member...she think so long...just to think of how to "open". So funny...talking about her...she is the best worker in our both teams. Really. I'm glad got her as my neighbour.

Ya...talking about her reminds me of XfX. She also another 1...dunno y so gd to me...(not that i'm complaining) Glad that in the office got such ppl....o ya...n my relationship with XmX getting better. HeH. Actually...seriously speaking...i think it's because of XfX...that's y. I dunno....

O ya..got my commission le...like shit...den again...got to be grateful that got money. I already calculated how much should my spending be for the mth......

Still owe daddy money...after i get my pay...return him money...den i dun owe him le....(still need to get 100bucks from him)

Hai...money matters...i long to bring yeh yeh n XmmX out...but...also need money...i plan to give mummy n XdX money....+meimei....+XdX....all these...also need money...these is how i plan to use my money...but...not this mth...not yet....i dun have enough yet.....+how i want to treat pei.....+maybe our family.....

Newae...work is ok...tanty...hai....iRritable as usual....but still ok...today...no complaints....

That should be it...want to go out later actually...to do those stuff mentioned...hope we go out later...den comes tomorrow...

WeEeEeeee.................................